Bedtime

completely lost the inspiration to live. feel like going out, lay in the snow, fall asleep and never wake up to see the sun rise. death is easy, life is hard.

Quote of the day

One day I'll make my dreams come true

It's not too far away now.

Feed her poetry

Sometimes, to do what's right,

we have to be steady and give

up the thing we want the most.

Even our dreams.

- Peter Parker

Quote of the day

i love you not only for what you are, but for that i am when im with you

christmas

this is where i'm taking you this christmas.

Cold and freezing

This is what happens when I have a cold: I get grumpy and just wanna lay in bed all the time. Even though i have a fever i go to work and even if its a snowstorm out i go to work. now i'm gonna go to bed talk to the person in london who are blessed without a cold, drink tea and watch documentaries about ancient egypt. over and out

High on drugs

kill me, i have the cold of this winter and we are short on staff at work which means that i have to cover for a dickhead and doing my real job on over time. yeah as i said kill me now.

London

Going now to spend a few days in fundon. bye fucking freezing winterland.

Tomorrow

in the arms of a loved one i'll sleep safe.

Amazing

tomorrow is the day

Quote of the day

So about Harry.. Is he still at that wizard school? Isn't he like 38 or something?

- Nick Grimshaw

Shit

I'm really doing this am i? drunk and dancing on the table. who said that red wine equals sophistication? i can't believe i just managed to spell that drunk... damn i'm good. whatever guys i'm gonna listen to adam tensta now.

Sunday

Well this is what you end up with if you are alone and bored cooking dinner for one.

Coming to a kitchen near you soon.

In my eyes it's okay to call you in the morning to just say i love you and then hang up. It just make total sense to me.

I red your letter 7 times before bed last night and i feel embarrassed to say that i cried like a little girl every time. I love you more that words can do justice.

swifted away

by far my favorite out of all the disney virgins

Quote of the day

A french kiss in the chaos

lazy days

my day in a picture

Tweet

Trying to start twittering again. I don't really know why cause I have said so many times that I hate Twitter. And it's true! I don't see the point of it really. But after a request from a special person I'm giving it an other go.

Quote of the day

I think everyone is beautiful except me. I know myself better than I know anyone else.

Most annoying couple

Number 21:

Yeah, but we got better odds

Monday morning

If I could choose anyone, I would choose you. And if I could talk to anyone, I would talk to you. If I could meet anyone, it would still be you. And just you and you and you. Obsessive?

At the top ten most annoying couples we always get in at number one and we have only been a couple for 6 months.

Quote of the day

Italiano

Wonderful dinner at a italian place with wonderful and great friends (good catch by the way K, way to go). Nothing more to add. Nope. Oh yeah actually. I was up until like 6 minutes ago a Gossip girl-virgin and after 6 minutes I could taste vomit in my mouth, jesus christ, what shit! So I swapped, after 6 minutes of gossip girl to criminal minds. The night can only get better when there is a killer on the move.

Cold

So I went to the doc today cause apparently there is something wrong with me and we have to figure out what it is. I really really hate going to the doctor so I brought dad with me this time. He sat in the waiting room all the time but he was there at least. Then I had to give a blood sample to see if I'm allergic to my cat (it doesn't matter if I am cause I can't live without him. He is the only one who is always there, how pathetic that most sound). There is nothing in this world that I hate more than needles and blood, it's pathetic that I can't do it but it's the truth. Everything went well until the nurse said "Okay, that's it. That wasn't too bad was it?". Yeah, right. So I passed out, had a horrible dream and woke up and looked up on the nurse, doctor and receptionist who were all there to see how I was. I felt sick, I wanted to go home, I wanted someone to be there with me. Then I passed out again and woke up trying to explain to the receptionist that I was fine and that I just hate unnatural things in my body. He was sweet and brought me horrible juice that I had to drink, I didn't even ask why. Then I tried to stand up again even though the nurse told me not to and that didn't work out. When I woke up again dad was there to hold my hand, he called me pathetic and told the nurse that I was adopted, all with a big smile on his face. Then we drove home and he got me cake and candy to cheer me up.

Yup, that's how pathetic I am. I can't help it and I wont apologize for it cause I am what I am.