Im going to bed in my make-up. What the hell right?happy newyear eveyone!! *drunk as fuxk*

Heyday

just ordered this fleur dress from heyday so now im ready for both the queens birthday and 4th july. if you haven't been on that website you really have missed somthing. check it out!

god fortsättning

so since i am now an iphone-owner (yeah i know that some of you are laughing and thinking"told'ya"). instagram is such a nice swap from twitter if you are not a user of this app download it free from appstore or click here. oh god im probably soooo late with this i know but hey! nokia worked fine until the 25th. ;) if you are using it let me know cause i currently only following ONE friend and it's kinda boring. let me know! :)

ciao!

ps. apparently you can use it on some other smartphones as well. yey! d.s

iPhone geek

Got an iPhone which i now can blog from. Yey!!

merry christmas!

my christmas tree that i finished this afternoon.

i'm taking a blog-break for a few days over christmas. i'm a busy bee since i am the most enthusiastic christmas-fixer there is. i have now made my own snaps, paté, 4 kinds of candy, my homemade mustard, gingerbread (a whooole bunch), a gingerbread house, saffron buns, pickled herring. more is on the way so i really don't have time for anything else (plus i have to finish my knitting since that's suppose to be a gift for christmas). have a happy christmas everyone!

xoxo granny emma

nostalgic

i remember how much i liked this band when i was 15, good times. i like cds do they still make those?

The song.

winter ball

probably going for this one for the ball this winter. i never went to my high school one so i will just go all in on this one. if im going... still not sure about that but the dress is nice no? kinda ice-like.

this will make you feel better

this might be one of the most beautiful songs there is. it's called "så får du mig ändå" which is badly translated into "so you will still have me". it's about how the love for an other person is stronger than anything. that that person can which you away or hurt you until you can't breathe but you will still love him/her and him/her can still count on you being there. anyway it's a beautiful song, listen to it.

a clockwork orange

why did i think this was a good film to watch?

feel good film

one day i will merry a rich, handsome english gent and have a big flat in london. and my life will be like this:

i wish i never met you

you remind me of being happy i wish i never met you.

people say that im better off without you, that im too good for you. but i cant help myself thinking about that time when you dragged me into a phone booth to kiss you. i can still close my eyes and think of the moment my lips touched yours. how i felt that i was someone, that i actually made someone happy. i wish i never met you so that i could stop feel like i wasted my time with someone who didnt care about me. fuck all this im drunk and bitter and going to bed. good night.

life of a student

well yes it's the wrong way around im sure you can still see how much fun i'm having right now. i might add that this book is 704 pages. yeyyy!

yey!

christmas stress and school

other than that it's okay.

Saint Lucia '11

just made a whole lot of saffron buns for tomorrow morning. waking up at 4am yey. anyway, happy saint lucia.

texts

it's over. so over

yeah this blog is too depressing, i don't even get how so many of you still read this shit. 367 readers yesterday. anyway, i'm not gonna stop writing i'm just tired of reading about all this things that i write, i sound like a girl. ugh. god forbid. so yeah no more depressing stuff for a while. it's over now so anxiety can go away now. starting over is a good thing right? so this is whats up:

1. next exam on friday and i haven't even got the books yet, great start. the topic is "the effects of the organs due to usage of paracetamol".

2. was in gamla stan with mom and dad yesterday and got caught up in this: http://www.firstpost.com/topic/place/stockholm-riot-in-stockholm-on-10-12-2011-video-Z-u8yDIWiIc-617-1.html , loooovely....

3. when i got home the power was out cause some idiot dug, yes dug, up the wrong cord in the ground. i love living in the country.

4. i have to work on a sunday. i should just lie and say: "no i go to church on sundays".

5. i would like going to church honestly.

6. brunch day today and museum exhibition which i am really exited about.

yup i thinks thats about it folks. until we meet again. ciao!

quote of the day

never lose yourself while trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you.

can't do anything about it

pins and needles. anxiety and nervousness are my companions today. pray that it all goes well.

quote of the day

quote of the day

breaking someone's heart seems like a good idea when your angry.

quote of the day

night light

its snowing tonight as well.

tell me that it's gonna be okay. tell me that it all will work out. tell me i will be happy. tell me that you miss me. i dont fucking care, lie to me!

mirror mirror on the wall, who the f is that

honestly walked passed a mirror today and BAM! there is was, the face of someone i have never seen. the only way i could see it was me was my t-shirt that i recognized. i don't sleep, eat or move at all i feel like. today i drank 2 cups of tea, thats it. in the last month i have lost 8 kilos and i haven't even done anything. besides stressing myself out. let me tell you that being stressed and treat your body like shit happens when you study medicine. irony. i'm now like my own personal health observation project. i watch myself walk over the cliff to death it feels like. anyway so yeah attractive me have the exam in a few days.

quote of the day

im not having kids im adopting one of these.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKD56bSrHBQ&feature=related

quote of the day

my problem is that i can't stay mad. i always forgive people even if they don't deserve it.

people

we don't try cause we're scared of failing

we don't fly cause we're scared of falling

we don't breathe cause we're scared of chocking

and we don't love cause we are scared of being loved

I found this poem i wrote. me 15 years old and already tired of the world.

you

farmers girl

i love living here, the farmland. the people are just so fascinating and lovely. i just went to granny's house for dinner with my family and some friends and the most wonderful people were there. first of all it has to be added that my granny was raised during the 40s and 50s which means that even a small family dinner is something you dress up for (suits me perfectly). so tonight with the chandelier lit and the snow whit table cloth on we were the most odd crowd at that table. we were all raised as more or less farmers or estate owners so we are all kinda goofy and weird. the biggest topic of tonight was deerhunting, trucks and liquor. i got a ride home in a truck which made me feel like a cow but it was really nice. granny made a full dinner with starter, main and dessert. all home cooked from scratch of course. amazing amazing. but now my cousin and i are gonna take a ride down to the farm and look at this years christmas ham. cheerio!