fredag 3 september 2010

Belle


I have just realized that the similarity between myself and Belle in the beauty and the beast is astonishing. No, I don't mean that I'm a beauty but that we are both geeks that no one seem to understand. We rather read books than hang out with people. She's got her head in the clouds just like me. I love that film by the way.

torsdag 2 september 2010

Darling


There is nothing more I can do now. Just sit and write until you call my cell.

onsdag 1 september 2010

Woke up and felt like

But I know you'll get upset. Sorry mom.

tisdag 31 augusti 2010

I miss you


I feel sick, you have only been gone for a few hours but it's killing me. I only write this to make it clear to you how much I love you. I would give up my life for you. I'm torturing myself by listening to the song that reminds me of you and with tears in my eyes I'm calling your name. I'm cold and lost. You are my Edward Cullen and I can be your Bella Swan.

All we have is Paris


So, we are back, I guess, to what people would call normality. (People are stupid, there is no such thing as normality, and even if there is there is no way that what I call normal is the same as you would call normal. Does that make sense?). Work, cat, tea, books, bed. There you have it, nothing more nothing less; just me. Do I find it boring? A bit. But the key to a boring life is to have things to distract you from the fact that your life generally sucks. Books and films is one way to escape life's boring normality. Some choose drugs and alcohol but to be honest with you (who ever you are) I don't have that kind of money, plus the fact that it's not good for you of course. No, I choose a different path. Escaping into my little Emma-bubble of books and dinosaurs, writing and tea drinking madness and sleeping and sometimes a film, is my way of handling a boring life style. Now I'm adding something to my list though. Travel. On October 22nd I'm flying to Paris, the city of romance and culture. There I will meet the love of my life, who'll be waiting for me at the station of Saint Michelle. We're going to stay at the weirdest hotel in Paris, which is only going to add to the fact that we're the weirdest couple in the world. We'll spend our time doing what we love: spend time together. That plus food, museums, drinks, the language, fashion and romance. What more could you possibly ask for?

tisdag 6 juli 2010

Quote of the day

Love is handing someone a gun and letting it point to your head, believing he wont pull the trigger.
- Spongebob Squarepants

måndag 5 juli 2010

New life

So life is changing and there is little I can do about that. Taking the step into the "adult-life" is more complicated then I fist thought it would be never the less I love it. Working with wonderful and supportive people, have my own house, amazing boyfriend and an interesting and busy life in general. Although the lack of understanding form people around me surprises me a lot. I guess that that in itself is a process of growing up as well but it makes my life and the change so much more difficult. As for now I'll stop thinking about those things only becasue it's a fucking waste of energy and deep down I feel like I have nothing to appologize for.
Love the people who are there for me, don't bother about the people who aren't.