Summer love

Last night I came across a girl

We met, for the first time

I finally felt alive

I could not move my bones

I'm falling into what I know

I wont ever let go

Can you feel the love that summer

Time we're in love then it feels right

Oh now I, I can't wait for the summer

Time stops as we move closer

The sun drops into the water

Now I, I'm falling into summer love

Tonight, we are intertwined

And we are laying side by side

So don't you try

To fight, those feelings that you hide

Telling you It's okay girl

Or you will never know

Can you feel the love that summer

Time we're in love then it feels right

Oh now I, I can't wait for the summer

Time stops as we move closer

The sun drops into the water

Now I, I'm falling into summer love

Summer love

We're in love tonight

Can you feel the love that summer

Time we're in love then it feels right

Oh now I, I can't wait for the summer

Time stops as we move closer

The sun drops into the water

Now I, I'm falling into summer love

and then i thought about...

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If I die i want you to know

So I've been thinking. If my time comes to leave and there's only one more minute left, I'd spend it kissing you. Because, I'd want you to feel my last breath, and yours would be the last breath I could take.

the somebody ought to be you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V_WQ6u9os50&feature=related

Provocative and beautiful

No comment, just love

Carol Ann

I tend the mobile now

like an injured bird

We text, text, text

our significant words.

I re-read your first,

your second, your third,

look for your small xx,

feeling absurd.

The codes we send

arrive with a broken chord.

I try to picture your hands,

their image is blurred.

Nothing my thumbs press

will ever be heard.

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The love between the girl and a monkey

Summer rain

I thought that I had something to write, some thoughts or feelings I needed to express. Clearly I was wrong, I can find anything at the moment to talk about. Neither good nor bad. Not because nothing happened (cause things always happens, that is the "charm" about it) but just because I don't feel like anyone really cares about what happens to me or my so called "life" and absolutely do not want to read about the shit. Sometimes I feel like I'm writing for no reason, but then on the other hand who needs a reason? I have never done anything in my life because I felt forced to do it, life is to damn short for someone else than yourself to decide what you want to do. In the end of the day the only one who's gonna suffer form an unlived life is you. I don't want to grow old and in every single sentence think "I wish I had done this".
Today I met a girl, she is 12, she'll be dead within two months and I've never met a more satisfied and happy person. She is 12 and she has totally accepted that she is going to die. She told me that "Life is uncertain but there are some aspects of it that are certain. There is nothing you have to do in life but 3 things: take your medication, go to the bathroom and die. The rest is up to you". I wish I could have been that wise when I was 12 but I doubt that I'll ever be or consider myself as wise.

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I offer my life as a sacrifice and I live through your love and I live through your life.

Sleep, death and silence.

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First day of the rest of my life

First day at work went well, boss pleased, nice staff and good work environment. What more can I possible ask for right?

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The longest, and the most demanding mile to walk is the distance between the longing of missing someone who is so damn near. Being alone will not kill you, but loneliness will do.

The great escape

So I had a really tiring day at work and I still doubt that I'm ready to take full responsibility on Monday. I guess there is no point to worry too much about that now but still, I can't help myself. I'm doing the best I can to flee to another world at the moment and have spent the last hour watching Julie & Julia. A film that doesn't require much brain activity and it makes me want to cook food and eat (which, you who know me isn't easily done). I think that I'm going to go out and buy myself a French Cookbook, preferably Julia Child's Mastering the Art of French Cooking, but we'll see what happens.
Furthermore, I miss him like crazy. It's really incredible how much you love and care about someone and how the greatest wish in the world is for him to hold you close, feel his heart beat and hear him breathe. I know he'll be here with me soon and I can't wait for him to hold me all day and all night. Until then skype is my friend and it'll have to do for now.
Now back to the reality of films and books.

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A world to experience

So now, here I stand, on the edge and don't know if i should jump or not. Jumping is really the only option I've got because there is no turning back now, I've come too far. I just wish that he was here to catch my tears and to laugh with me. Together we could conquer the world, but I'm not too bothered by the world, just jumping into it.

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Home is where I can look and feel ugly and still enjoy it.