onsdag 29 september 2010

söndag 26 september 2010

sun is all i need


My new sunglasses are called "Night on earth".

lördag 25 september 2010

Are we falling or flying, are we living or dying

Love for a cat


The cat woke me up because he wanted to sleep. I love him anyway because he was there when you weren't.

Quote of the day



When I saw you I fell in love. And you smiled because you knew.
- William Shakespeare

America Vs. Sweden

Who said mixing is a bad thing?

måndag 20 september 2010

Blank

lördag 18 september 2010

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

lördag 11 september 2010

Saturday night in

Be happy it's saturday!

Nate Lowman


He used to cover gallery walls with bullet holes. But he’s traded in the gun for a smiley face. Has the bad boy artist finally gone soft? Or is the smiley face smiling about something weird and terrible? His new collection is all about the traditional smiley face. He was amazed by the use of it and started to collect them in every single form possible and now he is turning it into art.

I really recommend you to watch both the video-clip but also his artistic work.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pd4_VmmMldQ

onsdag 8 september 2010

Welcome to the world of 3

In the name of the Father, the Son and the holy spirit: Here is your internet form 3. Well it was working fine and then all of a sudden stopped and now it's working again. I'm gonna kick that sorry-ass-guy form 3 tomorrow.
Life is better today though, thank you for asking. I'm not yet completely clear of what I want to do with my life but then again; who is? I had dinner with a dear friend of mine yesterday. We both seem to be on the same standpoint in life when you're not quite sure of what you want or what you want to do but as she (the wise, wise woman) said: For crying out loud! We're only 20! Why have youths of today the feeling that it's only downhill form here? Why do we fail to see that just because we don't have a great job or a job at all for that matter, it doesn't mean that you're gonna be homeless for the rest of your life. I don't know, just a thought inside my quite dim head at the moment.

tisdag 7 september 2010

måndag 6 september 2010

No air

It's offical now, my life sucks! I haven't felt this bad about it in quite a long time, I just feel like there should be something more to my life then this. I started my new job today and it really is soo not me and soo boring. I would just really want to go somewhere and find myself a job just to get by. Or maybe I should just stop breathing.. Uni first anyway, september 15th thats when it all is down to what i did in high school and collage. I really miss school, life seems to have been a bit more easy, I hope I'm wrong.

söndag 5 september 2010

Mirror mirror on the wall


Oh how I wish that I was as fair, kind and beautiful as you my dear Jane.

Quote of the day



lördag 4 september 2010

Long distance relationship

A thousand kisses will never be,
Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea,
Tommorrow will be the day I love you more,
Than today or yesterday or ever before,
Words and phrases will never do,
What my heart feels so deeply for you,
Deeper and deeper my feelings go,
My head is spinning too and fro,
I want you here, forever and more,
For our hearts to join and together explore,
Our hearts beat and beat as one,
Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun.

Yet, my heart feels as though it's within a cage,
And slowly my desire turns to rage.
You are so close yet so far,
At times like this I wish upon a star.
I wish you were here and not over there,
Yet life is hard as well as unfair.
All I can do is wish and wait,
Until we meet again as that is our fate.
I love you more than my words can say,
And forever my love will grow each passing day.
Until the day I gently hold your face,
Kiss your lips within a candle lit place,
Hold you close and feel you near,
Kiss your cheek, whisper to your ear,
Feel your soft skin beneath my hand,
Feel your energy inside expand.
I'll wish for that moment as I always do,
And I've wished upon a star, it will come true.


I thought it never could happen to me



fredag 3 september 2010

Belle


I have just realized that the similarity between myself and Belle in the beauty and the beast is astonishing. No, I don't mean that I'm a beauty but that we are both geeks that no one seem to understand. We rather read books than hang out with people. She's got her head in the clouds just like me. I love that film by the way.

torsdag 2 september 2010

Darling


There is nothing more I can do now. Just sit and write until you call my cell.

onsdag 1 september 2010

Woke up and felt like

But I know you'll get upset. Sorry mom.