No air

It's offical now, my life sucks! I haven't felt this bad about it in quite a long time, I just feel like there should be something more to my life then this. I started my new job today and it really is soo not me and soo boring. I would just really want to go somewhere and find myself a job just to get by. Or maybe I should just stop breathing.. Uni first anyway, september 15th thats when it all is down to what i did in high school and collage. I really miss school, life seems to have been a bit more easy, I hope I'm wrong.