so my life fell apart today. and no not because someone died or i found out that i've cancer. no my life falls apart when i had a shit day at work then at the train station realize that i lost my train pass that costs me 1700kr a month and i bought it last week. yes, fuck this. so i ran out of the station house, into a park cried like a maniac then called mom to tell her that i have no money to pay the rent and that i just wanna jump in front of the next passing train (that i couldn't get on cause i had no ticket). then got home (somehow, i have no idea how). jumped into bed crying some more, getting angry at myself cause i'm behaving like a 3 year old baby, then! Boom! oh god i left it in my other jacket last friday. then i had wine whiles feeling like an idiot. called boyfriend who laughed and told me he loved me.
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